Q: Two years ago, I came to Canada and just two months after my arrival, I started to suffer from short breath. I went to a doctor and he asked me to have some test and after that they discovered that I have a problem in my heart. More than one doctor told me that I have a problem but they all refused to tell me what kind of problem it is. I think they should either have told me everything or nothing. This made my life like hell. The problem became worse. Sometimes I can't sleep at night because of pain and difficulty to breath and they didn't do anything to me. They didn't give me any med and they didn't tell me what I should do and what I shouldn't do. If they think I will die and there is no benefit of giving me any med so why did they tell me that I have a problem. Just let me die blindly. At least I can enjoy the last few days of my life without worring about anything. What is my question on this category? I thought I chose religion and spirituality. I had an x-ray for my chest, more than 10 blood test, bleeding time test, cardiopulmonary excercise test, excercise test, Echo cardiogram test, several breathing tests through a tube, and allergy tests. Blood pressure tests. I don't think cholestrol is a problem. I am very thin. My BMI is 18.25 (I am 54Kg and 172 cm). I suffer from anxiety attacks and get angry so fast. However, I laugh a lot for good reasons and silly reasons and my mother calls me fool. lol.
A: I think that Islamic creed is very valuable to you, specially in your case. Prophet Mohammad says: {do for your earth life as if you live forever, and do for you heavenly life as if you will die tomorrow, If you asked Just ask Allah, and If you need support just rely Allah , Know that if all people agree to help you, they will never help you except by good deed you did and Allah put it in your book, And know that if all people agree to harm you, they will never harm you except by bad deed you did and Allah put it in your book, It is final judgment}.